GREY AREAS

You lie,
Lie again,
Then lie some more.
Stuck in your ways,
For way too long.
I say,
I will leave,
But stay the more.
Try to say goodbye,
But each time I chocke.
Our story gets twisted,
Like a joint.
Each of us sees things,
From our own view point.
Too far gone
Out of control
Stuck in this hole.

Hurt for us,
Is quid pro quo.
A tit for tat ting.
Not the catch you cheating,
Dying of jealousy ,
Type of hurt
It's the...
We make plans, I get ready,
Then you forget to show up,
Type of hurt
When you get back,
You sing your sorry song,
With some excuse to back you up
Mostly  'deals' this and 'deals' that.
You notice the wound you inflict
Put little bandages on it.
With treats and sweet nothings
Probably.. to start the healing.
Then the argument really begins

You air your views
And say for you,
 It's the equivalent to,
Me laughing,
At jokes from other dudes
Which I do.
Or me having fun,
With somebody else
Without you.
Which is true.
Or you worrying about,
Where I've been,
Or who I saw or
Me being me
 ...living carefree.
"Calm yourself,
Don't shout at me!"
And don't blame me,
For your jealousy."
I scream.
Far from the perfect team,
We are unrealistic
Toxic,
Each others disease.

Little things hurt more,
So that's where we concentrate.
You strive to come home late,
Ignore all the calls I make.
And I go on a date,
With the guy you hate.
And carry my mate,
So the guy won't misbehave.
It's about pushing your buttons,
Not full on infidelity.
You find out about it,
Wanna throw a fit,
I remind you of your inadequacies.
It's a tie!
Forced to reconcile,
As usual,
Like all the other times.

Our Love's like fire and ice,
So maybe we should think twice.
I'm stuck in my ways,
And you're offended.
You're glued to yours,
And I hate it.
Relentless,
But someone has to cave,
Let the other get their way.
I'm just saying,
Until the dust clears
And there's a clear winner,
My dear,
Stuck here
We both are
Fierce soldier,
And righteous daughter.
Love joined us,
But patience sustains us.