Falling free

Before you allow yourself,
To fall inlove.
You need to consider
Certain things.
Ask yourself,
Why is this boy
Latching onto me
So tightly?
Is it because of me,
Or because of him?
Has he genuinely,
Fallen for me?
Or is hiding,
Here,..with me.
Hiding from the one,
He really cares for.
The one he needed,
To be here with me
To forget.
Is she the one,
He'd rather be with?
Ask yourself,
Is it reall?

Do that for him,
Then turn the questions around,
And look within.
Are your feelings genuine?
Were you done healing?
Or is it a reaction,
To other things.
Things like the way,
All your relationships,
Well,..sorry..relationship,
Ended in pain.
N yet,
You had nothing,
To show for it
In the end.
So you decided,
That the next one,
Will last forever
To end the line
Of disappoinments?
Think,
Are you accepting this man
Cause of what happened
Before this man?
Or is it
Because of who he is?
What you could be.

Do this,
And if at the end
Of the exercise
Your anser is yes
To yours and his
Your feelings are genuine
N his are too
You can allow yourself
To fall
No parachute...sorry
You'll be free falling
Allow yourself to experience
The feeling
Of the wind in your hair
And the beat of your heart
The feeling
Of trusting
That you'll be fine
That he will catch you.
In everything
You will be two.
Only then
Will you be
Falling free
In love so true.